[Trash-talk] the pleasures of having no friends

[Shirley vixen]

>	I have the same exact thing - in "real life"
>  I hardly ever say anything while in presence of many
>  people. I am very eloquent online, on the other hand.
>  I'm too sensitive, I think. I fear someone might
>  be upset because of something I might say and attack
>  me ??? I have no idea.


i am quite the opposite to this.. its strange to see how we are all so 
different..

i am naturally very outgoing at gigs and stuff i want to talk to everyone.. 
i do introduce myself to everyone that i have even just heard of online.. i 
lie to chat.. meet new people.. network.. give hugs be part of this group.. 
of course despite how "effortlessly" i may portray this.. i actually find it 
incredibly different as it scares me a lot.. because i fear im being 
disliked.. of course some of the terrible nasty brush-offs ive had have 
really put me off as well... but then i thought to myself, "fuck you if you 
cant be nice to someone who is being friendly just cos you're here to see 
*your* band then fuck you" i go to gigs for garbage yeah but its more than 
that to me.. i go to meet people and think that some people just are not 
friendly... maybe they're shy.. but i dont know..

lou
xx

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